I am having a pretty ok day! It is so weird but I am unable to post too much about my current state of mind. There goes that freedom of speech thingy again! I guess... once you do put "things" out in the open... you make it possible for the world to treat you accordingly.
There are a lot of people who know me personally that read my blog. I am definitely ok with that. I mean... I have a couple of pictures posted through out of me. That is pretty cool! I have no problems with that whatsoever. It is due to that why I am unable to truly pour out my heart about what is going on in my mind.
I will say this... it is not personal. My relationship, is what it is. We are actually doing ok! I don't even think past the next 24 hrs. It keeps me sane! LOL!
I feel like I am stuck in place and unable to move... in life period! I have gotten in a rut... and golly gee I will indeed get out! I just need to stay focused and keep doing what I am doing. It is truly a different ball game when you have someone depending on you (Sun)! Then, the option of failing no longer exists. I realize I am talking in circles right now, and I will stop!
It is so weird to show your weaknesses. I am Rai... everyone else's strength! I do indeed get tired often times and need to lean on a shoulder instead of being one. This blog is my shoulder!
On Another Note!
G.A.S. (Gone Absolutely inSane)- The Gas prices are ridiculous! Who ever sent out that senseless email to boycott gas stations on May 15th... Get a Clue. Our Buddies over seas are going to win either way we look at it because we NEED to work... we NEED to go to school... we NEED to go to the grocery stores... doctors appointments... and everywhere else that requires us to drive... therefore... we NEED GAS! Since the 15th gas prices are actually about 5 to 10 cents higher than before! OMG!
I am convinced that only the good Lord himself will be able to knock down gas prices!
The End.
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